The Forever
Feminized Little
Sissy Bitch
Didn’t Know Murder Could Feel So Sweet
I know what you’re thinking, but I promise, its not what you think. But every good story starts from the beginning…so let’s start there. Let’s start at the first time; when I was a young, caramel-brown, Latin boy named, Carlos. I had a thick ass even then, so I should’ve seen, at least part of this cumming. Other than my chubby ass, the rest of me was very scrawny, so further foreshadowing of what was to cum. Somehow; despite my plump bottom, my petite frame, and even shoulder length blonde hair; I still considered myself a manly boy. Even shamelessly flirted with the girls, despite their constant rejections. I even had a small 2 inches…hard. But I still considered myself a masculine that was pound the fuck out of girls. But one day I was proven wrong about those thoughts, but not even the whole day, it really just took a moment…Deadly wrong with just a deadly moment. Not that I really have to make it clearer, but incase it wasn’t; I’m not the killer…I’m the victim. But it becomes soooooo much mooooooore than that. I was walking in central park late at night; nothing new, as the self-proclaimed bad boy I thought I was. I was walking in the woods on my way to a burn party, the cool version of a bond fire. When suddenly, I heard the crack of a twig; and just as quickly as I heard it. That was as quickly as I felt a real man’s big strong, ruff hand clamped against my mouth, keeping me quiet. I had never been touched by a man before. This was no fellow boy, this was a man, a real man. I could feel it, and he excited me…it excited me, instantly. Just as quick as it was happening, I knew what was happening; and my two inches were hard for it. It was happening all so quickly, I knew that…But it all felt so slow. I had made the mistake of wearing comfy joggers to the burn party. But somehow; that mistake, felt more like an opportunity right now. He ripped my joggers from my hips and another mistake. Another gift for me and from me, I liked to freeball with the assumption to always be ready for some putang. Now, here I was, about to be the putang. He growled in my ear, like only a grown man could;
“YOU FAT ASS BROWN BITCH!!! ACTN LIKE YOUR A HETO BOY, BUT REALLY, YOU’RE ALWAYS SWINGING YOUR BIG ASS LIKE THE GIRL YOU REALLY ARE!!! ALL THE TEACHER MEN KNOW IT, WE ALL TALK ABOUT YOU AND HOW WE ALL WANNA DOMINATE YOU AROUND THE SCUTTLEBUTT!!! SO I’M GONNA FUCK YOU AND DOMINATE YOU INTO THE CUNT SISSY LATINA BITCH YOU REALLY ARE!!!”
With that, he pushed me to the ground on my hands and knees, and followed in behind me. Even though he pushed me hard, he didn’t really have to; my knees were buckling, at his already dominant presence…but it felt so right when he did. He kept his hand around mouth as I went to the ground, he didn’t want anyone to hear me scream. But if that domineering manly hand wasn’t there, I’m not sure I would’ve screamed. In fact, if had removed his hand, I might’ve actually begged him to put it back. Feeling him forcing me like this, overpowering me, subjugating me…was already thrilling me. I felt the cold of the steel of the sharp knife across my neck, holding me hostage. But even the chill of the metal against the neck of my hot body; threatening, dominating, pacifying, and controlling me; was lustfully intoxicating me, even better than “x” ever could. It took me to a higher plain of ecstasy than any pill ever could. But I already knew this knife was no threat; this man, one of my teachers, was going to kill me…when he was through with me. I was already pretty sure who this gruff masculine voice was behind me. My SexEd teacher Mr. Collins, this dominant presence felt so familiar; I would always feel it, as he practically stared me down during class as he spoke about sex between boys and girls. And as he did, I could feel myself being a girl in his eyes. With his eyes on me; I felt like a girl, I felt like I wanted to be a girl, I wanted to be his girl…and now I was. I felt him shove and violate my purity, like the girl he just made me into. Even as scary as this was, it was thrilling, and even more thrilling to feel him brutally desecrating me and destroying any idea of masculinity I ever thought I ever had. He wasted no time in viciously brutalizing and dominating the pussy that he had just created. With my mouth covered and the knife to my throat, I still managed to bring myself to soft moans of pleasure. Fear elicited moans of,
“Mh, mh, mh, mh, mh, mh, mh!!!”
But really it wasn’t fear at all; it was depraved lust, pleasure, and enjoyment. I wasn’t screaming for help or writhing to get away, not because I was afraid to get help, but because I didn’t want help. I knew my friends would cum running for me to try and save me. It wasn’t thoughts of him slitting my throat that kept me domesticated to him…he was gonna do that anyway. But feeling him violently violate, rape, sodomize, and even dominantly domesticate me. sent me to a land of sexual bliss…more than any female ever could. I’ve had sex with girls, just not many, but being inside of them couldn’t compare to the feeling of a real man inside of me. Feeling him passionately, thoroughly, and brutally literally fucking my male bravado out of me and freeing every notion and responsibility I had to manhood. Even the feeling of him threatening my life, even the promise to end it, was, not just a sexual release. After he released me of every sense of masculinity I thought I ever had, by fucking my new femininity into. He was going to release the shame I already felt, from so easily giving into him and giving myself to be sissified by him. The pain and shame I felt of feeling him raping me was only a little more titilizing, than the thoughts of pain and suffering I was going to feel of him relinquishing me of life. From the start of feeling him forcing his 12 inches deep of white daddy dick up my full round and brown virgin ass, feeling him spread me open at least 2 and half inches wide; made squirt jets of sissy juice. And with each deep, hard, pent-up, frustrated, violent, vicious, even quick thrust; I was squirting sissy juice into the grass more and more. The sounds of my friends celebrating in the distance was too distant, and even my soft moans of pleasure in his hand; weren’t loud enough to keep the obvious sounds of my pathetic little excuse of male wannabe penis squirting out my sissy juices of pleasure, especially when I was squirting more and more with each thrust. It was as quiet as a pin drop, but for us, in this quiet, it was as loud as one that echoed throughout hallways. He growled in my ear to let me know he knew, to demean me even more;
“YOU DIRTY LITTLE BITCH, YOU ARE EVERY BIT THE LITTLE GIRL THAT I THOUGHT YOU WERE!!! YOU EVEN SQUIRT LIKE A LITTLE GIRL, WHEN SHE’S BEING FUCKED BY A REAL MAN’S DADDY DICK!!!”
With him relieving me of my supposed manhood by fucking a pussy into my thick, hungry, horny, salacious, flirty ass. But now, that he’s revealed me, he’s opened me to allowing me to truly enjoy the brutality of his manhood. I even started thrusting my newly fermented asspussy back into his manly meat to further prove his dominance and my submission to his vicious assault on my delicate, open, unconsciously offered ass and asshole. But if that didn’t make it obvious enough, I was moaning in a different voice now. Before he acknowledge my perverted submission to his rape, I was whimpering in pleasure to let him fulfill his fantasy of raping me. But now that he knows that I’m enjoying his forceful assault on my body, I’m openly moaning into his harsh and harshly clamped hand around my mouth to keep me silent…thankfully. I was moaning and crying,
“Mmmmh, mmmmmmmh, MMMMMMMMMH!!!”
My desperate moons of pleasure were desperate pleads for more, harder, faster, deeper; to thrash me like the DEEPSEATED BITCH THAT I AM, And I need him to deep seat his manseed to impregnate and engrain my submission into me. The confirmation that I was meant to be A DIRTY LITTLE SUBMISSIVE BITCH, only good for real men’s use and abuse. With my now, obvious voluntary submission, my daddy teacher stabbed his big steely knife into the dirt. Then He reached around me to find my throbbing squirting sissy clitty. He put his two big masculine fingers against my little boi nub, it proved just how small and pathetic my bullshit “manhood” was and how false any male bravado I ever had, was. He rubbed my sensitive little clitty while he continued to rape, brutalize, and overpower my open and lustfully hungry thick asspussy. I was squirting, shivering, and shaking in ecstatic bliss. Feeling his manly cock penetrating, pulverizing, and completely brutalizing my plump round asspussy, combined with him rubbing my pathetic sissy nub with his overwhelming manliness; was incredibly invigorating and defilingly orgasmic. My squirts from the combination were massive, lewd, and loud. Anyone hearing them on approach or passing, couldn’t mistake what they were or what was happening. It wasn’t long before I could feel the momentous shift happening and even what was about to happen, in my body and within my body. I could feel him plunging, forcing, and raping his manhood; deeper, faster, harder, and even more reckless; up my ass. Even to the point where his big, tight, hairy, sweat drenched balls; were slapping and smashing into my thick, plump, round, soft, smooth, girly, full, giving ass; so hard, so loud, so lewd. It was unmistakable that this man was forcably and thrillingly raping my ass into his submission with his dominance. He was fucking me and raping me, mind and body, into sweet sensual sexual oblivion. I could feel us cumming to our epitomes and our optimum happy endings. I could feel his daddy dick as hard as steel as it will ever get, and twitching inside of me. It was clear, even to a LUST DUMBED BITCH like me, what was about to happen. Combine that with the way that he was raping my submissive boi body, and my eyes were literally rolling in the back of my head in the nirvana of ecstasy, like a DUMB HORNY COCK-HUNGRY CUM THURSTY BIMBO BITCH. I was even crying and screaming in his hand with insatiable pleasure. My thurst for his cum to fill my new asspussy to inseminate me and solidify me as a COCK-NEEDY DUMB BIMBO BITCH; I was so wanton. I started matching his tempo of lustful dominant thrust with my own submissive thrusts. Then I felt it; what my body, asspussy, and mind have been begging for. I felt his slimy, thick, semen filled, silky seed filling my new pussy with it’s dominant almond nut milk; and completing me as a SUBMISSIVE SISSY BITCH for all men to use…if that were possible. But even that wasn’t enough, my ass was still hungrily and thurstily fucking and sucking his cock for more; till he was done shooting and filling me with smaller splats of that sexy babybatter. We were both exhausted, relieved, and released; bathing in our pleasure, but I still managed to stay strong enough to stay on my hands and knees. Despite the fact that I wanted to collapse to the dirt ridden grass and relish in our depraved pleasure of lust. But I knew what was next, and more than expecting it, I was inviting it. Because just as I was cumming down off of this high, thoughts of shame and embarrassment were filling my head. Thoughts and feeling of the shame and embarrassment of letting man have his way with me. Letting him fuck me, rape me, and brutalize me. And I couldn’t even convince myself that I was an actual rape victim. I enjoyed this, from the feeling of his hand clasping my mouth ruffly to shut me up, to the time he filled my boy and boi ass with his cum. I enjoyed it and even invited it, even before tonight. He was right, I was subconsciously submitting myself to every real man, even if he was another boy; and begging them to take me, fuck me, rape me, and even defile me. To open my eyes to the REAL SISSY SUBMISSIVE BITCH that I really wanted to be, and steal away my male bravado facade. But I had an out, my teacher daddy was about to give me yet a new release. His big white daddy was still stuck inside of me. It was still shoved as deep as it’s ever been, propelled by the momentum of his lust to fill my insides with every last drop of his cum, still steeled hard with need to continue it’s ravenous assault. Daddy leaned into my ear, put knife back in it’s rightful place, across my neck, and even tighter against it. Yes, he was going to fil and fulfill me with another thrill, my last thrill. He pulled me tight against his chest, pulled my head back to his broad shoulder; and whispered a growl in my, ear that both chilled me and thrilled to the bone,
“Now, you’ve been a GOOD LITTLE BITCH thus far, I feel regretful to have to do this. But I know that you know who this is behind you raping your ass. And as much as you’ve enjoyed it, even as much as it’s pleased making you and watching you enjoy. I can’t take the chance of you talking to any one about this. I’ve got a career to think about, a family to think about. And quite honestly; as much as I’ve pleasured in fucking you, raping you, and completely dominating you; I think this will thrill me even more!”
he wasn’t the only that this was going to completely satisfy. He continued,
“I’m going to FUCKING KILL YOU!!!”
He started quietly devilishly chuckling in my ear,
“HA, HA, HA, YOU DIRTY LITTLE COCK-STARVING BITCH, I’M GOING TO LITERALLY FUCKING KILL YOU!!! HA, HA, HA, HA!!!”
With that; he slowly, viciously, penetratingly, deeply, painfully, salaciously, and even erotically slid his cold blade across my hot neck. Feeling this penetrating pain was even more pleasurable the penetrating, filling, and fulfilling cock in my ass. I was so lost in the pleasure of this new ecstasy in arousal and death, my neck wasn’t the only thing squirting. My clitty was squirting so hard and so much, that it was more like pissing then it was squirting, but it was sissy juice and not piss that my sissy pebbles were pushing out. I could feel my life fading away, pouring out with the blood that was pouring out of my neck. And I could feel daddy continuing to fuck, assualt, and rape my new pussy while I was slipping away. But as I was fading away, it felt like his cock was getting bigger inside of me, his fucking was more prominent in my body and mind. I stayed propped up on my hands and knees, while I bled out. letting my neck bleed all over the grassy ground beneath me, and giving daddy a proper BITCH SLUT ASSPUSSY to keep fucking to death. I gave all of my strength to staying up to give to daddy…to give him my ALL. Meanwhile, I could hear daddy behind me chuckling and bragging behind me, as he continued his dominating assault on my SUBMISSIVE BITCH body.
“HA, HA, HA, HA; YOU DIRTY HORNY BITCH, YOUR FUCKING BODY IS BLEEDING OUT, AND YET; YOUR NEW ASSPUSSY IS STILL CLENCHING, SUCKING, AND HOLDING ON TO ME!!! ALL WHILE YOUR BODY IS STILL PROPPED UP IN A GOOD SUBBMISSIVE BITCH POSITION!!! YOU TRULY WERE TURNED INTO A GOOD OBEDIENT DIRTY SUBMISSIVE SISSY BITCH!!! NOW I ALMOST REGRET KILLING YOU…ALMOST; HA, HA, HA, HA, HA!!!
Much like his dominating daddy dick that was filling and overpowering my fading body and mind; I could hear his voice getting louder and more dominating in my ears and mind. I was quickly, not just losing blood, but air too. I was bleeding out and exasperating too, and yet my body’s lust and depravity just wanted to give it my all to him. He could hear it cumming from my open lungs, as the air they once gave me came rushing out when he opened my throat, but also forcefully so. He could tell those gasps of breath were supposed to loud moans of pleasure. I could feel him fucking me harder and deeper, being urged by his pleasure of his abuse, but also still hungry for more…as pleasure does. I was also hungry and needy, thursting for these depraved feelings of submissive death and lustful submission. My arms finally gave out as things became darker and freer. My face collapsed to the ground and I barely felt it smack into the soft grass covered ground. My slender hips and slender calves managed to keep my thick thighs and even thicker plump ass in the air for more of daddy’s abuse. It was as if my feminine legs were determined to completely give and submit my voluptuous pussy to daddy, till the end. I could feel him more and clearer, as he continued to fuck my dead, exsanguinated, completely breathless body. Set adrift in this sea of blackness, darker than space, I could still feel him penetrating, fucking, assaulting, raping, and desecrating my dead body…And I luved and thanked him for every bit of his violating violent abuse. Till I felt it, even in the everlasting, infinite, emptiness of this space; he was once again, violently and viciously raping and defiling my open hungry asspussy with his pleasurable cum.