Ryan woke up to the grueling ringing of his bedside alarm in his ears. With a groggy groan he slowly lifted his arm from under his warm sheets and slammed it down on top of it hoping to shut it off without looking. Unfortunately before his fingers found the button loud footsteps echoed in the hall from the other side of the door followed by the shrill voice of his mother, “RYAN! GET UP! IF YOU ARE LATE I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL TAKE AWAY YOUR COMPUTER PRIVLLAGES FOR A WEEK!”
He rolled his eyes to his Mom’s threats and rolled out of bed moaning and groaning to himself. Like any boy his age, he woke up with a raging hard-on that wouldn’t go away until properly dealt with. His mom had learned from one too many unwarranted entrances that he was indeed a man and that he was as well-endowed as a man. For this reason he set his alarm an hour before the bus would come get him just so he would have enough time to himself in the shower.
Quickly, before his mom came through to yell at him a second time he grabbed his towel, his modest five inch dildo, and a change of clothes. If he was going to start the day off, he was going to do it right. He locked the door behind him with an audible click as he set his things on the counter. He stripped away his sleeping short and shirt revealing his toned body as well as his proudly standing eight inch cock that had a few drops of precum dripping down onto the floor. He rippled with tight muscles that resulted from years and years of gymnastics and cheerleading. Everyone thought he was gay for it, but that was none of their business to him. He wasn’t one of those fags in school that wore their sexuality on their sleeves for all the world to see, and it wasn’t like he was ashamed either, it just wasn’t anyone’s business but his own in his eyes. So why bother with it?
He stepped into the shower with his dildo in hand and hissed as the frozen cold water stung his skin. As much as he hated it, it was a good way to wake up in the morning, otherwise he would be useless the rest of the day. As the water began to warm up Ryan poured shampoo into his hair and lathering it up, then moving from his head to his body, taking a short stop at his nipples as he began to rub them gently, causing a moan to escape him. His cock twitched in response as he began to rub over the rest of his body wishing that there had been someone else in the shower with him, holding him, caressing his body, rubbing his tight hole, rubbing the girth of their hardened member against him before pushing their way inside of him. He began to rub his cock at the thought of it, his ass muscles clenching together as he thought of the man pressing his cock into him. He reached behind him and pumped a handful of conditioner into his hand and began to rub it into his tight hole. He moaned out loud as he leaned against the wall with his body, sticking his ass out as he loosened himself up. Once he was just loose enough he grabbed the dildo and slowly began to slide it inside of him, his knees shaking as it massaged his prostate. His moans became so loud he had to cover his mouth with his hand and bite down as he began to force it in and out of his asshole.
Just before it became too much and he was about to shoot his thick cum all over the wall of the shower, he pulled it out and stuck it to the floor with the suction cup before lowering himself on top of it, riding it like he had always dreamed he could have with a real cock. His cock bounced up and down with him as he rubbed his nipples and began to pant with pleasure. He shut his eyes and imagined an older man underneath him grabbing him by the hips, pulling him down on top of him and forcing his cock deeper and deeper inside, saying things like, “Who’s my dirty little slut? You like this cock? You want more bitch? Yeah, take it, take it hard!” The immense ecstasy that was shooting through him in waves was soon becoming too much as he forced it as deep as he could inside of him and with one final with-held cry of pleasure he shot thick spurts of his cum onto his chest and even a bit in his mouth. He licked his lips in a guilty manner before lifting himself off of his dildo. This is the part where he imagined how good it would feel for his man’s cum to be dripping from his ass, the slow moving hot cum just slowly leaving his body after a nice long raw fucking.
When Ryan tried to stand, he found he couldn’t quite find his balance quite yet as his knees were still trembling with pleasure. Instead he took the shower head off and started rinsing himself off as well as his beloved toy. Slowly, he fingered himself, making sure to get out all of the soap from his body.
Now that that bit of fun was out of the way, he could move on with the shower and rinse the rest of his body off. He was grinning happily as he finished his wash and began to towel himself off. Surprisingly, he had lasted longer this time than last time. Usually he could only take about a minute of it before he came all over, this time it had to be at least five minutes, maybe even seven!
He did one last check in the mirror as he flexed his arms and kissed playfully at himself before wrapping his lower body in the towel before leaving. The cold bit against his skin as he stepped out into the AC filled house. “Mom! Why is it so cold?” He yelled as he wrapped his arms around his body, hiding the dildo in the bundle of clothes he had tucked under his arms.
“BECAUSE YOU TOOK TOO FUCKING LONG IN THE SHOWER! NOW GET OVER HERE AND MAKE SOME BREAKFAST AND LUNCH BEFORE YOU DIE OF PNEMONIA!” He loved his mother, mostly because she had a fantastic way of getting right to the point of things. Just as she had instructed, he slipped on some loosely fitted clothes and ran down to the kitchen.
“Good morning love. Nice shower?” His mom asked jabbing him in the stomach with her elbow playfully.
Ryan blushed and tried to hide his face. “Yeah… it was nice and soothing…”
“Mmmhm, I bet.” She said handing him a cucumber.
His eyes shot open and his jaw dropped slightly when he saw it. “What the hell is that for?”
“Your sandwich.” She said barely able to stifle her laughter. She knew he was gay; he knew she knew he was gay; though, thought he was better at hiding his play time.
“Whatever…” He cut up the cucumber, salad leaves, and threw some cheese on top before putting it between two slices some bread with mustard. He wrapped it up in plastic and threw some a chips into a bag before throwing it into his box and running out of the house without saying anything else.
“YOU FORGOT YOUR BACKPACK!” His mom yelled from the living room as the front door closed.
“Fuck me.” He growled to himself before opening the door and grabbing his backpack silently, hoping his mom wouldn’t say anything.
“Love you, hun.” His mom said in a distant voice as she kept her eyes on the TV.
“Yeah, yeah.” He grumbled dispiritedly before leaving the house.
The blood finally started to leave his face as he made his way to the bus stop. Once he had a moment to himself he looked up to the dark blanket of early morning sky, appreciating the barely visible wisps of cloud that fogged up his view of the stars. He took a deep breath of fresh air and held it in his lungs before slowly letting it out, hoping that the rest of his day went more smoothly than his morning. Then again, his morning wasn’t all bad. In fact it had been so good that just the thought of it was enough to start pumping blood to his cock. He felt it grow in his pants but he changed his train of thought in an effort to make it vanish.
After staring off into the distance for a good amount of time he pulled out his phone and started browsing the web. He had a guilty pleasure of looking around online for hookups, even going as far as to send them pictures of his gaped hole, his thick cock, and his body – minus his face of course. Every aspect of him was out there online if anyone was interested, and most of them were. He could never bring himself to meet with anyone though. Every time he would chicken out and delete and block whoever was emailing him.
“Hey Ryan!” Ryan jumped from being startled, almost dropping his phone to the ground. He turned off his phone before shoving it into his pocket and turned around quickly not recognizing the voice at first.
“Oh, hey Matt.” He sighed, stretching his body, trying to show off his muscles just a little. He had always had a crush on Matt, even though he was his best friend. The worst part about it was that at one alcohol fueled party he had tried to convince Matt to let him suck on his cock. Unfortunately Matt was nice and sober when he also told him that he had feelings for him. Good thing nothing actually happened to their friend ship and they were able to move on from it. It sucked too because about sixty percent of his fantasies involved Matt.
“Ready for school?”
“Hah, no. I didn’t do my math assignment last night and I have a four page paper due tomorrow in history that I haven’t started. We are also supposed to be editing that rough draft today, so I am kind of fucked.”
“So skip math and work on your history, you have math first right?”
Ryan frowned, “Nah, it’s after, I am just sort of screwed all the way around.”
“Ah, it will be okay.” Matt grinned, putting a comforting arm around his shoulder.
“If I fail any classes I am getting kicked out of my extra-curriculars.” He frowned. His hormones have been in a massive rage this year, so it has been incredibly hard to focus on anything but his cock and ass for most of the semester. Sometimes he felt that he just go fuck someone really quick just to get it over with so he could move on with his life. Too bad life wasn’t that easy.
“That’s rough, man, maybe you can do, like, extra credit or something for the teachers. Like tutoring or something along those lines. Maybe sucking some teacher dicks will put you ahead in your classes!” His words turned into laughter immediately after finishing his sentence. Ryan’s eyes squinted and he curled his hand into a fist before driving it into Matt’s abs, boy they felt nice against his knuckles, he could tell that he worked out just as hard as him.
“Fuck you.” Ryan glowered as Matt doubled over in both laughter in pain.
“Okay! Okay! I get it, sore subject. I won’t do it again.” He said standing up as he wiped tears of joy and pain from his eyes
“Anyway, nah, I am just going to try and bust my ass and hope I make good grades.” Ryan said trying to convince himself that he could save himself.
Matt started to laugh but caught himself and let out something that sounded like a cough and a sneeze. “Poor choice of words.”
“Fuck you!” Ryan growled as he tried to gut punch Matt again.
“I told you! No mean no, no matter how much you want it!” Matt laughed as he quickly dodged out of the way and grabbed Ryan from behind as if giving him a bear hug. Ryan started to blush as he could feel Matt’s taller, broader form curve around his own. His cock would have been right between his butt cheeks had they not been wearing clothes. The thought of it made Ryan shiver letting out a soft moan.
Ryan caught himself in the middle of his fantasy and immediately stomped down on top of Matt’s foot, causing him to yelp out in pain and jump back before Ryan could take another swing. “Oh, come on!” Matt frowned knowing that he had pushed Ryan too far this time. Usually they were really cool with messing with each other, but something was different now. Ryan’s pissed off expression spoke volumes of how much fun he was having.
“Don’t be a cry baby, I was only screwing around with you. Look, everything will be fine. I just wanted to distract you long enough to prove it.” Matt said, grabbing Ryan by the shoulders. “Just because you are gay doesn’t mean I am going to treat you any differently, ya faggot.”
That made Ryan smirk from the corner of his mouth. “Yeah, yeah, whatever… sorry for hitting you I guess.”
“Nah, I deserved it, I was being a dick.”
“That’s for true… you asshole.”
Matt just grinned back at Ryan. Luckily they had wasted just enough time for the school bus to pull up and whisk them away to what was known as hell.
Ryan moved all the way to the back of the bus to the one-seater so that he could sit by himself and do what he normally did on his phone – search for grown gay men to fuck him that is. He sat quietly with a neutral face as he scrolled through various different hookup websites. Maybe one day he would build the courage to meet with someone. He let out a soft sigh knowing he wouldn’t.
The day passed by rather blandly, just as Ryan knew it would. He got an F for his rough draft and on his math homework as well as papers for his mother to sign saying that she needed to come in for a parent-teacher conference. On the bus ride home he ignored Matt and just stared at the red colored paper asking for his mom to come in. “Jeeze, how am I going to even begin to explain this. I am going to be grounded for sure.” He began to deflate the more he thought about it.
The last time he got grounded, his mom took his phone, his internet, and his IPOD away. All he could do was study and write essays for an entire two weeks. It was essentially hell, well, at least in his mind. Never mind it though, he would deal with the consequences when he got there.
He walked up to his house seeing his mom’s car there, knowing that she was probably sitting in her office waiting for him to come home to ask about his day. He sighed as he opened the door, getting ready for a few weeks of no fun.
Fortunately enough, the house was empty and all of the lights were off… and yet… his mother’s car was in the driveway. He cocked an eyebrow as he called out his mom’s name. “Hey, mom? Are you here?”
He turned on the lights to find a note pinned to the wall opposite of the front door. It read:
Hey hun,
I hope you had a great day at school! I left some money for you in the fridge for pizza or whatever. The hospital called me in to work. My tire was slashed, I think it was those bastard fuckers across the street, the ones with the ugly daughter, anyway, so my friend will be picking me up and dropping me off either in the morning tomorrow or tomorrow evening. I will try and call tonight if I can before your bed time.
Love you very much,
Mom
“Saved by the good grace of God!” He laughed to himself as he hugged the note tight to his chest. He rushed over to the kitchen to find $40 for him to eat both days. It was a bit much considering their budget was damn near null, but he wasn’t going to question his mom’s actions. The first thing he did was jump on the computer and start opening all of the hookup sites that he normally went to for fap material. Just as he started clicking around, it hit him. Today would be the day he would finally hook up with someone! The day he could finally live out his fantasy!
Quicker than he ever had before, he posted an ad online looking for a bear. Of course, having decent standards he wasn’t going to accept just anyone. No, they had to meet the criteria of having a decent mid-section, hairy body, nice thick arms, a beard, full set of hair, more muscle than fat, big broad shoulders, into rimming, a nice thick cock for him to get on his knees for, someone who knew what to do with a virgin, someone that could bring over a few beers for the both of them, and of course, always disease free. He attached a few pictures of his cock, his ass spread wide open with his fingers inside and one of cum on his lips, it was his own cum, but whatever, he was about to get the real thing! “Send!” He exclaimed excitedly as he pressed the enter key, knowing it would only be a few minutes before anyone answered. In the mean-time he called the pizza man and showered up, making sure to douche his asshole until it was as clean as a whistle. He hopped out of the shower and dried himself off completely. Sure enough when he got back to his computer he saw the notification in his email.
“Bear wanting to lick your hole boy.” Instantly his cock was hard and his asshole began to tense as he looked through the pictures. The man that replied was ideal, perfect in every way. He was staring at every fantasy he ever had. It was only a matter of time now…