The following story is about how my life turned upside down by the bad choices I’ve made. Because of these choices I am now cursed with a meaningless marriage and a pointless life. Unfortunately it is only true for me. My beautiful wife, Alexis, is currently living her best life as a beautiful woman should. However, I still can’t help but feel sad when I think back of the events that lead me to where I am today.
I married Alexis five years ago when we were both in college. Ever since then we’d been struggling to make ends meet. Ultimately we had to no choice but to get a loan. The problem was, we had to get it from a shady businessman, Mr. Stone. Dealing with him was scary but due to our financial situation banks were out of the question. We had no idea how to repay him and got more and more worried as the deadline was quickly approaching.
Finally, the date we dreaded arrived. It was a Friday and Mr. Stone called me around noon. I had no idea what to tell him. I assured him that we will pay him back but told him that I was at work so I couldn’t talk and that I will call him back later. While I said this mainly to buy some time, it was also true. I tried to work even more than before to earn a little extra but it was still not enough. I kept thinking of a solution all the way home but I had no idea what to do. I was way too tired and nervous to come up with anything.
Once I was home I was ready to call Mr. Stone and ask for some more time when Alexis came out from the bedroom to greet me. I never even realized she was home.
“Honey, I just got off the phone with Mr. Stone. He told me that you were disrespectful to him earlier but luckily I convinced him to consider every possible option for us. And guess what, he told me that he is willing to accept an alternative payment method.”
“What do you mean by that, babe?”
“He told me we don’t have to pay him back if he can pimp you out to some of his clients. Mostly black men with huge cocks and it would be filmed as well.”
“What kind of a sick joke is this, honey? Please take this seriously, we are in big trouble.”
“I am serious, babe. I actually agreed to do this. And I’m afraid you don’t really have a choice. You have to let these men fuck you and you’ll suck their cocks like a good little whore. Speaking of which, they will want to feminize you first. That’ll be the first thing they will do once they get here.”
“Are you insane, Alexis? What are you even talking about?”
“You will be castrated, honey. That’s the only way. They hate it when white sissies have erections while being fucked, plus this will make you more obedient and submissive.”
“You really are insane. I’m out of here.”
“Don’t bother, honey. They’ll find you. Why don’t you just get ready. They are already on their way here. Mr. Stone and his associates can be here in any minute now.”
I was getting scared, but there was no escape. As soon as I decided to just leave there was a loud knock on the door.”
“Just come in!” Alexis called out and Mr. Stone barged in along with three large black men and young black woman who was dressed as a doctor.”
I didn’t even had time to react. The three men were much stronger than me. They easily grabbed me, ripped off my pants and boxers, laid me on the table and pinned me down. The doctor wasted no time. She walked over and sat between my legs which were forcibly held open. I tried to struggle but it was clearly no use. She took out a scalpel, cut into my sack, took out my left testicle and snipped it free with a scissor. She then repeated the procedure on the right one. In just a moment she was done and my balls were taken.
Mr. Stone and Alexis were casually chatting with each other but when I was finished they walked over to me.
“It’s done, bitch, you’re not a man anymore. Now you’ll work for me until your debt is repaid.”
I looked at Alexis to get some comfort or sympathy but she had a distant look on her face.
“He’s right, honey. I love you, but you are not a real man now. Actually, I think the never were. A real man could have provided for the both of us. Maybe from now on you can actually earn decent money and we can start living a little more comfortably.”
Over the next few weeks I was fully feminized. Once I was ready I started my new career in Mr. Stone’s porn business. I shoot mostly gangbang scenes with me sucking and fucking multiple huge black cocks. He then sells them and makes a lot of money. We quickly paid off our debt and now I’m doing porn full-time. Mr. Stone was more than happy to keep working with me. It’s not like I care whose cock is in my ass or mouth and at least I earn decent money off of it.
The only bad thing really is that I don’t get to enjoy my new life as much as I want to. I can’t get hard or cum ever again. I still live with Alexis as I have nowhere else to go. She brings home lots of men who then fuck her with their big, hard cocks while all I can do is sit and watch. Sometimes she pegs me at the request of her lovers but I don’t enjoy it at all. I will be a sexless eunuch for the rest of my life.