Nervous and Excited.

Around some 4- 6 years had passed when I first heard about “chat rooms” on line when I got my first computer.
I can’t remember if I immediately logged on to “Gay chat” or it took me awhile. The later part sounds more like me.
Soon I learned about what went on in adult XXX video places and that really caught my attention as to something I might dare to do.
It would be so anonymous and quick that it really wouldn’t seem that I would be cheating on my wife, especially if it was a guy sucking on my dick and not another female, “Yes, that’s it!” I would say and I truly believed that. I was living in a small town under 8,000 in population.
I was well known and involved that I dared not even hint that I was so hungry to try out my new found fantasy, getting my dick sucked any time I wanted one and have it sucked by many, many different kinds of men.
But there was one big problem to get my fantasy started, I lived over 200 miles to my nearest big city that had an adult XXX place.
And any time I had to go to the city my wife or someone always wanted to go with me, “Damn!” Well another 1 or 1 /12 years passed before I had my first true chance to go to the city alone but I was due back at a certain hour that day so I planned my trip with at least an hour or so to stop by an adult XXX video store I had seen many times before but just dreamt of the day when I would stop and visit and that day was now here.
I drove in to the parking lot and could see there were already around 9 – 12 cars on it already.
I took more time than what I should have taken to park because I know I was nervous not only going to an adult XXX place for my very first time,
not only going to get my dick sucked for the first time other than my wife but it was also going to an adult XXX place to get my dick sucked and sucked by a man for the very first time.
I didn’t even know what it looked like inside on an adult XXX place.
As I was walking in the door a man was walking out he passed by me with his head hung low, I knew full well what that meant,
that he didn’t want to be seen nor recognized.
I tried to portray that I knew what I was doing and that I had done this before but the truth was I was lost in that place.
It was dark inside darker than I imagined in my thoughts of what an adult XXX place looked like.
To my left was the guy behind the counter, he looked at me as I entered then went back to what ever he was doing. To my right was a hall way with around 3- 4 guys hanging around by it and further to my left was a collection of videos to be rented and some magazines, there was another 2- 3 guys looking around there.
I went over to the videos to rent and began to read them as if I was going to rent one and at the same time I was scanning the place to see if anything sexual was happening around me. I spent too much time there waiting for some one to approach me and “beg” me to allow them to suck my dick but all I managed to see was some guys just staring at me and didn’t know what those looks meant so I lost my nerve and started to leave.
When I was passing the hall way that was to my right as I came in, which I had totally forgotten about when I was in the video rent section.
I saw more guys hanging around than those that had entered that I thought something else was going on over there.
I walked over into the hall way among the other fellas and looked at the video menu and concluded that this was those “booths” that I so famously heard about in the gay chat rooms. I had long heard about.
I watched the others to see what happens in order to go into a booth. I learned that the people going into the dark parts of the hall way and those going into the booths were carrying tokens so I went to the service clerk and bought $5.00 worth of tokens.
I went back into the hall way and walked back and forth looking at which booth of the all the 20 something booths I would choose to go into.
As I walked back and forth before going into one of the booths I did notice a lot of the men there in the hall way staring at me as I walked by them. Then I just choose one and went in.
It was definitely darker than the hall way and when I saw the video TV I couldn’t find where to place my tokens.
Talk about being “green” at this, I surely was.
I spent more than 2-3 minutes before I found where and then I couldn’t find how to change the channel it was on.
I moved levers, switches and buttons but nothing.
It was a gay flick, guy on guy oral sex so I gave up and just tried to sit and relax as I watched the show.
I could see from the bottom of my booth door the men passing by it. Since I knew you could jack off inside the booths from the chat rooms that I began to take my cock out and play with it.
It was at the same time that I had barely gotten a good grip on my cock and stroked it at least twice that the door to my booth opened and that, I was not expecting that at all.
It was the form of a male and he stood half way in with the door opened.
I didn’t know what to do or say he just stood there his eyes directed at my cock so I then just asked if he would suck my dick.
No sooner that I said that that he turned around but he turned around not to walk away but turned around to lock the booth door.
A lock! I never even thought of that and I was so glad I did not lock it.
He was in his early to mid 20’s dyed blonde hair around 5’ 5” and around 130 pounds. He looked more muscular than me.
He was now standing in between my legs when I fully saw his face, I repeated “suck my dick” that he knelt down and just started to kiss and lick my cock then to deeply suck on it long and hard.
I can’t remember the last time a different girl last sucked me other than my wife and my wife truly sucked at sucking cock.
He was good I was in ecstasy!
I thought I would cum faster than what I was lasting but I was too hard to cum. He definitely enjoyed sucking my cock.
I could only close my eyes and think I should have done this a long time ago, when he stopped sucking me and just stood up, I thought he was done but he leaned into me and kissed me on the lips!
What! Hey! This wasn’t part of what I had thought that was going to happen to me. I thought go in, get my dick suck and leave that simple.
I felt his tongue trying to probe my mouth when I just said “the hell with it” and passionately kissed him back.
I know that the way I kissed him back must have surprised him because he kind of paused a bit but then just as I had passionately kissed him he passionately kissed me back.
This totally changed everything I thought about my first time with a guy, heck I could feel his facial stubble as we kissed. And as we kissed he began to take off my shirt and his shirt. Then he began to unbutton my pants and his pants. He stopped kissing me and then said in broken English “fauck mi” before his pants dropped off he had taken out a condom and a package of lube, Wow! This, even thou I had heard happens in adult XXX places was not in my imagination of what my first time with a guy was going to be.
He kissed me one more time than looked at me as to say “I love you.” Then turned around and bent over. He was already lubed and he reached for my cock and placed it in his anal entrance.
At this point I just said to myself “it’s just like pussy, just push it in and be gentle. He grabbed my cock and gently allowed the head of my penis go in, he let go grabbed the wall with his two hands and just stated to push himself back at the same time I pushed into him.
Slowly and gently till I was all the way in. He kept saying things in very bad English and soon just said Spanish words which neither did I know what he was saying but when he moaned I knew he loved it.
I was fucking a guy! I was fucking a guys ass! All I could see was my cock going in and out of his butt.
Faster and faster, harder and harder until he sounded as if it was now hurting him and motioned for me to fuck him slower.
Soon after I slowed down he turned towards me and kissed me again as to say “thank you.” Again I was lasting longer than I thought I would last fucking him. I was definitely turned on.
I guess he knew I was close to blowing my load that he pulled my cock out of his ass and did not allow me to help him.
He threw the used condom on the floor and turned around and knelt again to suck me. I told him I was about to cum when he pulled my cock out and the first couple of strings of my cum landed on his face and then just sucked and swallowed the rest of my cum till I was limp and dry.
He got dressed fast and first and just left. I was happy.