My diaries part. 1

I have been in love with rope bondage and suspension for awhile now, only have had the pleasure of being tied up three times by a previous dom.

Instagram has a AMAZING subculture for bondage, shibari, suspension and well anything really.

So I started fallowing this professional rope guy around December and pretty quickly was refreshing his page on a daily basis. Liking his bondage work photos especially the ones that featured any part of him quickly became a hobby by February.
I day dream of being that lucky girl hog tied and in the sub zone. Having his big strong hands work their way around my tiny waist slowly creeping up to my neck firmly planting them around it forcing me to look up at him, our eyes locking as he slowly squeezes my neck.

But sadly reality always hits me..this won’t come true..ever. Its march now and SENPAI NOTICED ME!!
Of course it was after me casually liking 2 or 15 of his pictures in a row, some call it spam I call it love, he fucking liked 2, I repeat 2 of my posts! Both being photos of me, I very rarely post photos of myself, and oh god how the day dreams have come flooding in after that.

Luckily I was at home by myself when this happened all I could think was parents gone door locked get naked. I quickly found my vibrator on my bed stashed underneath a blanket, I keep it close for these reasons. Laying down looking at one of his photos I let me imagination fly.

My pussy is wet and swollen and my nipples are hard, I start by placing the little silcicone rabbit ears against my clit. I turn it on, I cum, too quickily pinching my nipples hard as I shudder and that warm feeling rushes over me. More. I slowly push the vibrator in my pussy this time, once more placing the rabbit ears aginst my now very swollen clit, I turn it on higher, getting wetter and hornier by the second I explode. Moaning loudly in pure bliss. I repeat the process 4 more times.
Finally done exhausted but still slightly frustrated I lick clean my vibrator and can’t help but wonder, would he care that I cum for him that my knees are weakened and sheets drenched. Would it even matter? The perverted sex dreams of a 17 1/2 year old can’t be that big of a deal. Right?
I go to bed still dreaming of him and everything about him.

I turned 18 three days ago. Big deal right. So anyways I got super drunk and stoned at this party last night and messaged him. I’m so so dumb. 3 hours and no response he hasn’t even looked at it. Fuck me.

So I decided to stay at my friend Mandy’s place she lives alone its pretty cool. I hope when im 20 im not still stuck at home with my boring parents. So anyways things got fucking intense quickly.
Mandy drove us back and helped me inside we smoked a joint or two and she asked why I keep looking at my phone, I didn’t want to show her but she got the phone away from me.
She was shocked by his profile and that I was into stuff like that. What I told her im not that innocent. We were sitting on her bed she moved the joint stuff and got in front of me on her knees her hands creeping up my legs towards my thighs, stoping at my knees still keeping eye contact she asked if that is what I liked, I was frozen she then forced my legs wide open my skirt bunching up reviling the fact that I wasn’t wearing any undies. It felt like my heart was in my throat was this really happening?!?

Mandy looked down and saw me with out panties she smirked and told me I was a very very bad girl. Still frozen all I could do was look at her shamefully and passionately. She got down close to my pussy her lips almost touching mine, give me your hands she demanded, I did she grabbed them and held my wrists down. Suddenly she was eating me out her tounge flicking against my clit sucking and nibbling on it.
Oh my god how it felt, my hips bucked and I was grinding against her face with that and the frustion from my arms being restrained I almost started cuming everywhere. She stopped. Well fuck. Even more frustrated I open my eyes, Mandy was rummaging through her closet. What. The. Fuck. My first time with a girl and she wants to like what try on fucking shoes.
She turned around and saw me looking at her confused and probably angery fucking smirked again and tells me strip naked and then to close my eyes and keep them closed.
She started to tie something around one of my  ankles to the bed same with the other fully spread, then she does the same to my arms. She tells me to open my eyes.  Oh my god she tied me up with rope to her bed posts,I was in heaven she was fully naked and tells me to close my eyes again, I can feel her crawling to me and then onto me. Her thigh grazing my cheek. Open she said as I opened my eyes she sits on my face.
My god her pussy was perfect, warm and wet and ready, I eagerly started lapping and sucking away. Her hips started to grind on my face. Pretty soon she was fully on riding my face as my tounge went in and out of her. She cumed all over me soon after. She tasted like honey. I was tired my face wet and still restrained she loosened my ties a tiny bit and slid down next to me her mouth settled on my nipple. I fell asleep to her leaving hickies all over my breasts and nipples.

She woke me up this morning by making me cum over and over.
At some point during the night she undid the restraints my hands are now pushing her face into my pussy. Her tounge is warm and knows just what to do she enters me now I gasp, how could her tounge be doing this to me?
I eagerly start to thrust forward my hips grinding into her my legs start to shake and I cum hard, she quickly licks up the mess. Still shaking and slightly orgasming she goes back down nibbling and swirling her tounge on my clit one of her hands creeps up and starts to pull and pinch at my nipples. She takes her free hand and plunges two fingers into me cause yet another orgasm to ripple through my body. Fuck I keep moaning out yet I also beg her to stop she won’t. At the same time I keep grinding into her fingers making her fuck me harder her tounge still twirling around my clit I beg her to fuck me harder she does, I cum over and over.
Finally listining to my exaushted pleas she stops, my hips fall to the bed and I let out a whimper. She leans up to me her mouth inches from mine and tells me to be a good girl and get cleaned up to go home
Im deff going to cum about this tonight when my mom and step dad are asleep.