katherine begins her journey pt. 1

Growing up to a single mom had been difficult at times for katherine and she had always been drawn to father figures lacking one in her own life. A natural born dancer just like her mother but shy and with few friends. Standing just 4’10 and with a dancer’s physique of a smaller B cup and a thicker butt she drew little attention from boys her own age. Mostly it was her long red hair and intense green eyes that people seemed to notice first. When she first discovered the websites that detailed Master slave relationships and the darker depths of BDSM she was instantly drawn to them and spent every night exploring and learning. It was the darkness and fear that drew her most and before long she was exploring themes of sadomasochism and misogyny and imagining the intensity of experiencing that for the first time.

Alone in her room she experimented with breath play and spanking often combined with using a plug or masturbation to create a sense of completeness. Trying to create the feeling and pain she imagined when she watched the most intense scenes was difficult though and she longed for more. It was late one night when she found the chat room attached to one of the darker websites she frequented. Entering for the first time she watched reading the names and imagining the people behind them. she chatted with other submissives and learned of their experiences, jealously wishing she had the courage to delve into the lifestyle herself.

After a few nights of returning, she received a new message from Him. “Having fun little one?” it simply read. Replying that she was just beginning to explore began their nightly chats. He seemed to anticipate everything about her, and she felt intrinsically drawn to Him. They talked about her life. Growing up with a mom who was often absent, never having met or known her father and of course her submissive desires. He didn’t share much, just that He was older and lived relatively close to her as He seemed to know many of the landmarks and places she frequented. Their chats grew in intensity and soon she was sharing her darkest fantasies and thoughts. How she dreamed of being raped and how wet her slit was when she choked or hurt herself. Often, they chatted about how she felt out of place and felt dislike and even hatred for other women and the hookup culture that seemed everywhere. When He first asked for pictures, she hesitated at first but after He ignored her for a few days she was so sad and lonely she felt compelled to obey. Soon she was sharing pics with Him almost every day. Of the outfits she had Him help her pick out and of her posing in them as instructed. It wasn’t long after that His tone seemed to change in their nightly talks. First, He demanded she send a picture of her ID to prove that she was who she said she was and the age she had told Him. As the requests became more and more revealing, such as proving she had worn no underwear that day or that she had shaved bare as instructed, she began to feel frightened and exposed and that maybe she had gone too far. Deciding to take a break from their chats she skipped their next meeting time that night.

The next morning waking up was when she found the first email.

katherine,

I see you are even more of a stupid cunt that I even imagined. Did you think it was your decision when and how to end our game? Not only have I saved all the pictures and information you have sent me, but I also installed a keylogger and a spy program on your laptop at our very first chat. I know everything about you. I have all your contacts, I know where you go to college, where you work, and I can send everything you have done to everyone you know. I will ruin you, bitch. you will learn to OBEY. Now that you understand the true nature of our relationship it’s time for your first task. Upon opening this email, a timer started on your laptop. If within 4 minutes of having opened it, you are not standing in full view of the camera and undress then I will see you need more demonstration of what I can do with the information I have.

Learn to OBEY,

Daddy

Feeling lightheaded from what she had just read, her heart racing, katherine jumped up in full view of the camera. her heart skipped a beat when the light immediately came on and she knew He was watching. Undressing slowly, she pulled the t-shirt she was wearing off then slid the pj shorts down, never taking her eyes from the camera. she stood still for what felt like long minutes, her chest rising in deep breaths as she tried to stay calm as her heart raced and her pulse thundered under her pale skin. After what felt like an eternity the camera turned off and a new email popped up on the screen.

Good cunt. be alert and await more instructions to follow.

Learn to OBEY,

Daddy

Over the following weeks each morning she awoke there was a new email waiting for her. Some were as simple as what to wear, or not to wear that day. Others were more complicated, with instructions to write degrading things on her body, or to wear her plug throughout the day. Pictures were required to prove her obedience and her excitement and anticipation of the daily tasks grew along with her sense of loss of control over her own life and autonomy. The first day she awoke to no message she felt a sense of loss and sadness. she checked often throughout that day and the three days following looking for any sign. Finally on the fourth day just when she had given up hope a new message arrived as she prepared for bed.

katherine,

I have been impressed with your progress over the last weeks and I have decided it is time for us to meet and you to learn who I am. Tonight at midnight a car will arrive for you. you are to enter, ask no questions and not speak and take the car to wherever it takes you. Information will be given to you when you arrive. Prior to your leaving you are to prepare yourself by showering thoroughly and making sure you are hairless from the neck down. you will clean yourself inside and out and wear no scents. your hair will be prepared in 2 braids, and you will dress as instructed. you are to leave your phone, id and everything else behind. you are to tell no one that you are leaving. If you do not do as instructed not only will you never speak to Me again, I will release all our chats and the pictures I have collected of you to everyone you know.

Learn to OBEY!

Daddy

Her heart thundering, she sat for long minutes thinking about what she had read. Realizing she had no choice but to do as the instructions read, she began to prepare for the evening. First showering, she lathered herself shaving everywhere, from her arms and pits down to her legs and above and around her pussy and as far back as she could reach. Then using the shower nozzle, she cleaned herself thoroughly inside and out and getting out stood to air dry and try and calm her breathing. After putting on light makeup and fixing her hair as instructed, she dressed in the clothing He had picked. Sliding on a short grey pleated skirt that reached just below her butt and a white sleeveless button-down top that was more sheer she slid on her highest black heels. No panties or bra were allowed, and she felt exposed and tightness in her throat from anticipation as she sat down to wait. Directly at midnight she looked out and saw a dark car pull up with no lights. she quietly slipped out of the house without waking her mom. The car had dark tinted windows and she couldn’t see who was driving. When she got into the back there was a divider up and she felt trapped and alone as the car began to pull away. Unbeknownst to her, at 12:05pm a program initiated on her phone and computer, wiping both and rendering them unusable. From the back of the car, she had little sense of how far she traveled or how long it took. Finally feeling the car pull to a halt an envelope slid silently through a slot on the divider. Taking the envelope and opening it the only thing inside was a room number and the words OBEY DADDY. Stepping from the car, it immediately pulled away and she looked around at her surroundings. she found herself by the stairs of an older motel that looked almost abandoned. There were no lights on inside except from one room and no other cars or people to be seen. Taking a deep breath to calm herself she began to walk up towards the lit room. her mind racing with thoughts and fears. But after all, she told herself, isn’t this what you wanted?

To be continued…