I love my son Daniel

It was a hot summer day; the heat seemed to knock the air of you when you walked outside. I naturally was outside laying by the pool in our back yard. Now, I have always considered myself a beautiful woman for 43 years old. I have had many men tell me so through the years. I am 5’3” tall and I weigh about 125 pounds. I have long curly naturally red hair, and I have 32C bust. No, not the biggest breasts in the world but they are proportionate to the rest of me. Now back to my story.

I have been divorced for nearly ten years now and I have a twenty year old son who would rather live with me than live with his father and his twenty-four year old girlfriend. We have always managed to get along the two of us; never had any bad arguments or anything, and he was always able to speak to me about things that normally his father would have taken care of; such as girls and kissing and things of that nature.

I knew many years ago that Daniel had been masturbating when he thought I wasn’t around. I would often find that his underwear would have many cum stains on them. Of course this never bothered me; after all I know that young men have needs just as anyone does. There was only one instance before the one I am about to tell that I caught Daniel jerking-off. He was thirteen at the time and I could hear a strange sound coming from his room, so I ran upstairs to see what was wrong. When I opened the door Daniel was at his computer watching porn with headphones on so I couldn’t hear it. I could see that he had one hand on the mouse and the other tugging his shaft very ferociously. Without a sound I turned around and left him to his business. I can remember have a small smile come across my face as I left his room that day, and ever since then I have tried to knock before I came into his room.

He was nearly grown now an adult legally, but to me he would always be my little boy. The thought of him growing up and leaving soon saddened me, leaving me to be alone in this big house. Of course I would think about my friends keeping me company and this would lighten my mood somewhat. Now as I was saying I was laying by the pool tanning when Daniel came sneaking up to me and yelled BOO! Right behind my ear. I jumped up off the towel he scared me so bad. When I did this my bikini top popped right off. All I could do was try to cover them with my forearm and race for the top.

“Damn it Daniel how many times have I told you not to do that,” I said.
“Wow, sorry Mom I didn’t for that to happen. I just thought you would jump a little that’s all”
“Well…you scared me half to death; now turn around so I can put my top back on”
“Alright, alright mom,” he laughed

(I would be lying if I told you that I was not upset at, but I am also really quick to forget about it and just go on with the day.)
After I got my top back on I turned around and gave Daniel a hug and said, “Its okay baby, I was just in deep thought.” As I pushed up against him for the hug I could that he had an erection as it was poking me in my stomach. It took me off guard a little when it happened but I played it off like I didn’t notice anything.

The rest of the day was nearly perfect. I had finished tanning and started preparing dinner, just as I finishing setting out the plates Daniel came running down stairs and sat down at the table. “Hey mom. What’s for dinner?”

“I made a Cesar salad and some baked Tilapia”

“Sounds good. Is it ready yet?”

“Almost just waiting for the Tilapia to finish up.”

We both just sat there for a few minutes not talking just looking around the kitchen as if we were playing a finding game. I finally broke the silence with: “So have been talking to any girls lately, I know I haven’t seen anyone since ummm Jennifer was around”

“No I haven’t talked to any in a couple week actually and, and Jennifer was just fucking crazy”

“DANIEL!!! I can’t believe you would talk like that in front of me”

“Mom…I am twenty years old I think I can talk like an adult in front of you. After all you do it too.”

He’s right I have been known to curse like a drunken sailor at times. “You’re right baby I’m sorry. Now what made her so ‘fucking crazy’” I made sure to emphasize the phrase.

“Well, we had only been dating for about a month and she was already talking about kids and marriage and I just really didn’t want that, I still don’t. I just want to be wild and free for while”

“I can understand that baby your young and handsome, I am sure you just want to go screw a few women have your fun.” I knew the second the words came out of my mouth that I had messed up.

“MOM!”

“Ohhh sorry Daniel I just know you’re at that age where sex is constantly on your mind and as a guy you just want to well…hump every woman that moves.”

“Well yeah but I didn’t think I would discuss that with you.”

“What is your mother not hip and cool enough to talk to you like a friend?”

“No, you are the coolest mom but it’s just a little creepy I guess thinking about you thinking of me having sex”

“I guess it is kind of weird, but if you ever want to talk about it you know I will listen”

“Well I would like to talk about something if you have time now”

DING! The timer on the stove went off and I asked Daniel if it could wait til after dinner. He said that it was fine. We sat there quietly again while we finished our meal. After dinner we went to the living room and sat on the couch. “So what was it you wanted to talk to me about?” I asked.

“Well it’s a little embarrassing for me to admit.”

“It’s okay baby you can tell me. After all I used to change your diapers now what’s more embarrassing than that.”

“MOM! God your right that IS embarrassing, but this is too.”
“Well just go on with it then”

“Okay, I have been having a lot of…dirty thoughts here lately about doing stuff”

Of course I knew what he was talking about; he had been having sexual urges and desires; all of which are perfectly understandable. For some reason though I got curious as to what EXACTLY he had been thinking about. “About what?” I asked in my best nonchalant voice.

“I don’t know things like sex, and blowjobs, and hanjobs, and cumming in a girl’s mouth and…”

At this point he must have looked at me, and I can only imagine what I must have looked like because he just froze and turned breaking eye contact and he tilted his head down the way a dog does after being hit with the newspaper for shitting on the carpet.

I sat froze for what seemed like several minutes, just in pure shock that my son would confess such a thing to me. I quickly gained my composure, I opened my mouth to talk but he beat me to it. “Mom, I’m sorry I even mentioned it, I just thought you could help me with my feelings you know.”

Help him with his feelings? What did he mean by that I wondered?

“No Daniel, I am sorry you can always be open with me. You just kind of caught me off guard there a little. Now how do you thing I can ‘help’ you with this”

“I da know, maybe give some advice on how to get the thought out of my head all the time.”

“Well son, every time you start feeling this way just go…..you know….take care of it.”

“Mom if you’re talking about jerking-off, then I should say that I do but it doesn’t last very long the thoughts just come right back”

‘I hate to ask honey, but are you a virgin?”

“Yes and No I guess Jennifer used to blow me I would eat her out but that’s as far as it ever got”

I couldn’t believe what my son and I were talking about, it was wrong in way, but at the same time I was just helping him out by giving him some advice. Yet something deep down inside of started to awaken, like a mighty beast that had sat dormant in my loins for the last twenty years. I could feel it boiling up my legs…and I even could feel my pussy give a little cry for attention. I didn’t know what was happening to me. It almost felt as if my son’s story was turning me on. The beast purred announcing that it was now fully awake.

“Ohh…really?”

“Yeah…Mom I am just going to stop now okay, we can talk about it some other time.” At that moment Daniel sprang from the seat and nearly sprinted up stairs to his room. I sat motionless on the couch deep in thought. “What did he mean by help? How many times did the do that stuff?” I wonder how big his cock is.” I stopped myself right there, how could a mother think things like that about her only son…”It felt pretty big when it was poking me this morning”… “NO, STOP!” I said to aloud. I’m just going to go take a shower and ease my mind.
I went to the linen closet and got a towel and my robe and started upstairs to the shower. I got the water nice and hot just the way I liked it and climbed in. The hot rush of water was nice for relieving me of my thoughts, but I just couldn’t help but thing about the way it poked at me at the pool side earlier. “I bet he’s at least 7 inches or better and as thick as a banana.” Just as the thought crossed my mind the beast lunged forward inside me and I felt my pussy get very wet and warm deep inside. I couldn’t help myself I instantly reached my hand down to my nearly bald pussy. (I only had a small landing strip of hair) I began to rub my clit back and forth flicking and teasing for a while and slowly making small circles around it. I keep rubbing it and then I sunk my middle and ring fingers deep inside me and played with my g-spot making the come hither motion over and over and harder. I let my other hand make its way to my left nipple and squeezed it hard. I rolled it and pinched with my thumb and index finger. I could feel that I was about to burst. I keep up the pace on my g-spot I could feel it coming, I released my fingers just in time to shoot my cum all over the front of the shower. I almost buckled when I came so intensely. I hadn’t had an orgasm like that since my early thirties. I licked my fingers, tasting my cum on as I cleaned them. I finally came around and finished washing myself. I turned off the shower and when I flung open the curtain there sat Daniel on the toilet completely naked with a very impressive erection in his hands. I just stood there in shock as my son jerked-off in front of me.

“DANIEL!!! What are you doing?” I tried to sound angry but after the amazing orgasm I just had I couldn’t muster the attitude.

“Ohh mom I could hear you moaning all the way in my room. I sneaked in and watched you make yourself cum.” Now the entire time he was talking he never stopped rubbing his throbbing cock. I must admit that I couldn’t keep my eyes off his manhood.

“Well….what gives you the…Can you stop doing that Daniel?”

“I don’t think so Mom I too far gone now, I have to finish,” he said now stroking harder and faster.

At this point my pussy had made up my mind for me all I could do was stare at my son as he tugged on his meat. I felt a smile come across my lips as I said “Well…if you must I guess.” As I said this Daniels face lit up as if he had just gotten his favorite video game for Christmas. He began to jerk-off even harder now. I felt my pussy get wet again as I sat there naked watching my son pleases himself to me. I absentmindedly reached down and stopped his hand and eagerly took its place. I started slowly going up and down on his seven inch shaft and got faster and faster. Daniel had leaned his head back against the wall and was in pure ecstasy. I stopped jerking him off and go to my knees in front of him. I slowly ran a finger from the tip of his purple head down his balls and touched his ass hole lightly. I licked his tube slowly up until I reached the top. I then let him enter my eager mouth and I eased my way down his hard cock making sure to get it really wet. “Oh my god mom, that feels so fucking good” “Mmmmmmmm is all I could say with such a large cock in my mouth. He tasted so good, it had been at least three years since I had had a dick in mouth and I loved every second of it. I continued to go up and down up and down on my son’s large dick, I would go fast then slow I would suck on the tip and lick his slit. I felt Daniels had reach done my front as he played with my tits as best he could from that angle.

I stared going faster now; I had his cock good and wet. I let it go all the way in my throat until my chin was rubbing his balls. I could feel him starting to swell knowing all too well what about to happen I pulled him out of my mouth and started jerking him again. “Baby,” I said. “I want you to cum for baby; I want you to cum for Mommy.”

“I am Mom I’m going too I’m…I’m…OHHHH MOMMMMMMM!!!” I let him come all over my face and in my mouth. Load after load of hot cum spewed out of his cock and landed in my mouth. I swallowed as much as I could the rest went to my face, hair, and tits. After he finished we just sat there, I had put my head in his lap, my face still covered in his cum. I was so happy and I didn’t fully understand why at the time. I knew what we had done was wrong, but at the same time it felt right. I looked up my beautiful handsome son, he grabbed a towel and wiped his juices off my face and leaned in pulling my face towards his and gave me a long passionate kiss as one expects from a lover. He told after he had caught his breath that, “Mom I love you very much but next time lets go to your bedroom, my neck is killing me.” We both laughed. I didn’t care anymore however long this was going to last, I was going to” make every second count. “Baby next time I’m going to show you things that you will never forget. And we again began to kiss each other.