“You know her well enough to guess what her guilty pleasures are. She had me holding on to her every word when she told me managing guilty pleasures involves finding a balance between guilt and sexual pleasure.
“She was very au fait with the issues surrounding guilty pleasures as she explained them. The internal conflict between desire and our moral compass can intensify the pleasure derived from indulging in these guilty pleasures, sexual pleasure in particular she told me with a wicked smile.
“It’s essential to enjoy the things that bring us joy without allowing guilt to consume us. Embrace the fact that everyone has guilty pleasures, and it’s perfectly fine to indulge in them as long as they don’t have a detrimental impact on our well-being or relationships.
“She told me one of her guilty pleasures is making passionate love combined with wild sex with her lover while a nineteen year boy watches, teasing him, some voyeurism, exhibitionism and fetishes.“
“Jennifer has really piqued my interest in guilty pleasures. I would love to be part of some guilty pleasure with her. How about you Norman?”
The idea that guilty forms of pleasure have been so engrained in our psyche, that feelings of sin and remorse actually trigger thoughts of desire in the brain. My friend Jennifer, her stepson and a young girl certainly triggered thoughts of desire in my brain and my man’s body.
During my post graduate studies I was taught guilt, is closely intertwined with pleasure. The very nature of a guilty pleasure is rooted in societal expectations and the fear of being judged by others. When we indulge in these pleasures, we may feel a sense of shame because we are deviating from what is considered “good” or “proper.”
It’s as if we are breaking the rules, and that sense of transgression adds an extra layer of excitement and pleasure to the experience, sexual pleasure being the ultimate one for me. Though when it comes to sexual pleasure, some guilty pleasures can be incredibly exciting as I learnt recently.
Jennifer invited me for coffee on the next Wednesday afternoon, so we could discuss our guilty pleasures some more. “You and I could create some wonderful guilty pleasure, even plural guilty pleasures perhaps Jilly? So many ways to create and share guilty pleasures,” she told me as she sucked my middle finger.
“I told you one of my guilty pleasures is making passionate love combined with wild sex with my lover, I think you already guessed I am gender fluid, while a nineteen year boy watches, teasing him, some voyeurism, exhibitionism and fetishes.
“Today I want us to be each other’s guilty pleasure Jilly, I want us to become lovers while Luke, a nineteen year boy watches,“ she told me again as I returned her tongue kisses as a nineteen year boy appeared.
I noticed Jennifer and Luke were very comfortable with each other, before she asked me, “Did I tell you Luke is my stepson Jilly? Will that add to your guilty pleasure today? Sharing him with you will add to my guilty pleasure.”
“Yes, it will,” I replied, past the point of no return, wanting to share guilty pleasures with her, as I watched Jennifer helping Luke undress while he held my gaze.
Luke was a nineteen-year old, blond Adonis, with a toned six pack body, a nice taut ass and a huge flaccid cock with a neatly shaved. almost bald patch of pubic hair. Jennifer and Luke had my complete attention when she asked “Would you like Luke to undress you for me Jilly?,” she asked as I was now way past the point of no return.
Before I answered, yes please, I decided to increase my levels of guilty pleasure by slowly lifting my dress and sliding my thong down to my ankles, more than momentarily flashing my black triangle for Luke and Jennifer as I had their rapt attention. Wonderful guilty pleasure for me, exhibitionist guilty pleasure.
More new and wonderful guilty pleasure, anticipating being undressed by a naked nineteen-year old, blond Adonis, flaunting my naked body for him and his stepmother, I do love being a sexual exhibitionist. And at that moment thriving on being a sex object for a nineteen-year old, blond Adonis and his bi stepmother,
Part of my earlier guilty pleasure that afternoon was arriving naked under my dress, apart from my heels and a skimpy thong. “Would you like me to undress you for mom Jilly?,” Luke asked as I turned my back to him, enjoying the way he slowly lifted my dress to expose my, big naked ass for him and his stepmother.
“Oh wow mom, Jilly’s big ass is magnificent, and thighs to die for,” he moaned as he lifted my dress over my head, while I ogled his huge, now very erect cock.
“Has another women ever made love to you, tongue fucked you, while a nineteen-year old boy watched Jilly?,” Jennifer asked.
“No, this will be the first time,” I replied untruthfully, not wanting to spoil their guilty pleasure, nor mine.
“Do I have your permission to lick and kiss Jilly’s wonderful, big ass before you have her mom?,” Luke asked.
“May my stepson lick and kiss your big ass Jilly?”
“Tell him to ask me directly for permission to lick and kiss my big ass,” I whispered, desperately wanting the boy, less than half my age, to lick and kiss it while his stepmother watched, a huge and wonderful guilty pleasure for me.
“I would love to lick and kiss your wonderful, big ass Jilly. It is magnificent, just magnificent, Can I have your permission to lick and kiss your ass? Please? Look how big my cock is just from looking at it.”
“That is a wonderful guilty pleasure for me Luke,” I whispered as the boy worshiped my ass, his hands on my hips, kissing and licking my ass cheeks, while his stepmother and I passionately tongue kissed.
“Will you be my lover today Jilly while my nineteen-year stepson watches? Some exhibitionism for you, and some voyeurism for him, while I tongue fuck you.”
“Yes, I will be your lover today, I want to be your lover today Jennifer while your nineteen-year stepson watches,” I whispered as I ogled his erection.
My guilty pleasure intensified when Jennifer told me to sit on her face. “I want to tongue fuck you with your big ass in my hands you while my boy watches.”
My guilty pleasure was in overdrive when I watched Luke lay between his stepmother’s legs, one of her knees raised, wrap his arms around her thighs and commence expertly tongue fucking her. Jennifer had obviously taught and trained her stepson well.
Less than an hour later I was flat on my back with Jennifer sitting on my face so I could tongue fuck her in that position. My guilty pleasure was in a whole new realm of sexual pleasure and excitement when Luke laid between my legs, wrapped his arms around my thighs and commenced tongue fucking me.
That boy was good, while his stepmother offered him encouragement. When Jennifer started whispering to her boy, “Jilly is a very exciting woman Luke, show her how good you are, just like mommy taught you. Fuck her with your tongue, she is so wet for you baby. Use just the tip of your tongue, now your flat tongue. Use your tongue to bring her to orgasm. Like that baby, just like that, while Jilly is tongue fucking me, she is very good. Incredibly good, she is going to make mommy orgasm.
“Don’t tell anyone about our guilty pleasure Jilly, not even your man, guilty pleasure is far more exciting when it is a secret,” Jennifer told me before I departed, Which guilty pleasure was for a short while.
Shortly afterwards Jennifer had Norman and me hooked on the idea of guilty pleasure, guilty sexual pleasure with her and her step son, sexual guilty pleasure, even if the concept was not entirely new to us. We had agreed to meet with Jennifer and Luke on the next Friday night in our condo.
I took great delight in describing Luke to my man Norman, to measure his reaction. “He is a nineteen-year old, blond Adonis, with a toned six pack body, a nice taut ass and a huge flaccid cock with a neatly shaved. almost bald patch of pubic hair. And he had a huge very erect cock for me and his stepmother. Would you like to share him with me and Jennifer. Would you Norman? Some guilty pleasure for you? I know you have a thing about nineteen-year old boys.”
“Yes,” was his tacit reply, much to my satisfaction.
Norman was very disappointed when I told him the day before Luke may not be able to make it, a story Jennifer and I hatched up as a tease for him
“By giving ourselves permission to enjoy guilty pleasures, we are prioritizing self-care and nurturing our own happiness,” I told Norman as we prepared to meet Jennifer without her nineteen-year boy, not as though we needed any justification for a new sexual relationship.
Norman was miffed that Luke couldn’t make it and had little interest in my naked body as I dressed for Jennifer and unbeknown to Norman, Luke also. One of my classic seduction outfits, black garter belt, stockings and heels, nothing else under my diaphanous negligee.
Norman chose to be naked under his short black satin, dressing gown.
When Jennifer arrived with Luke, Norman’s demeanour changed completely as he and Luke stared at each other, his dressing gown falling open for Luke’s benefit. “Change of plans, Luke wanted so much to meet you Norman,” Jennifer told him with a naughty smile as she observed the body language of the two males.
Without a word being said Luke removed his shirt then his slacks to show Norman his almost naked toned six pack body, then his tiny, black thong to show Norman his taut ass and huge, not quite, flaccid cock with a neatly shaved. almost bald patch of pubic hair as Norman’s gown dropped from his shoulders to show Luke his naked body and already semi-erect cock.
“Go ahead, indulge, we are all sexual exhibitionists, don’t let self-imposed guilt spoil the joy these pleasures can bring. Embrace them, have fun, drop the guilty and keep the pleasure, the sexual pleasure ” Jennifer told the males as Norman was licking and kissing Luke’s torso with a hand on his now very erect cock. Licking and kissing his way down his torso to his erection,
“Opposites attract, though look at that, they both have huge, thick erections,” I whispered to Jennifer as Norman placed his erection on Luke’s for comparison, both of them gasping with the frisson.
“Now this is really is guilty pleasure, so exciting wonderful guilty sexual pleasure Jilly,” Jennifer whispered as we sat side by side, naked, legs spread, teasing each other’s clit with a finger tip. Both of us enjoying guilty sexual pleasure while watching Norman, my macho, athletic, forty-year old man giving fellatio to nineteen-year old Luke.
I had watched Norman blowing boys, gym boys, in their late teens previously, knowing he expects the boy to blow him later in the same session, expecting similar today. Luke was almost screaming, his hands behind his head as Norman expertly edged and teased him to orgasm.
Then without waiting for a break Norman was standing with his back to a wall, hands behind his head, his rock hard erection sliding between Luke’s pursed lips. “My boy is good isn’t he Jilly, he is a quick learner,” Jennifer told me while we watched. He was very good and so enthusiastic as he expert edged and teased my man, until he blew.
“What an exciting way to brighten up a dull day Jilly. I want our guilty pleasure today to help us unwind, destress, and delight in wonderful sex and increase our happiness quotient with a break from the humdrum,” Jilly told me as the males watched us pleasuring each other, two bi-sexual, kindred spirits, tongue fucking each other to orgasm. More wonderful guilty sexual pleasure.
In the afterglow we all adjourned to the wooden benches in our sit down sauna and shower room. Spraying each other one at a time, with the needle head as we showered and admired each other’s naked body, exhibitionists and voyeurs, all of us. Guilty sexual pleasure.
“I told you one of my guilty pleasures is making passionate love combined with wild sex with my lover, while a nineteen year boy watches, teasing him, some voyeurism, exhibitionism and fetishes,: Jennifer told us as we unwound, the heat and steam of the sauna reviving our libidos.
“What I should have also told you is one of my really guilty sexual pleasures is fucking my step son with another person, male or female watching.
“Even better, an extremely guilty and very exciting sexual pleasure is watching my stepson fucking one of my girlfriends, listen I am not quite finished yet, while I fuck her man. Are we on the same page? Jilly, Norman, Luke.”
The sudden realisation that I might have the opportunity to fuck and be fucked by a nineteen-year old boy who had a wonderful reciprocal blow job with my man an hour ago has me rethinking guilty sexual pleasure.
Extremely guilty and very exciting sexual pleasure as I watched Luke teasing his new erection for me. And Norman teasing his new erection for Jennifer. We decided, or rather Jennifer decided for us, that Luke and me would fuck first while Jennifer and Norman watched.
That really was guilty pleasure, wonderful, incredible, mind blowing guilty sexual pleasure.
After Jennifer and Luke departed my man and me had a bath together to wash away our guilty pleasures. “Will there be a next time?,” he asked.
“I hope so I,” I told him while I teased his erection. “I am are sure there are lots more guilty pleasures waiting for us.”