When I was 18 years old, a close friend of mine introduced me to a click of 
 friends he knew from an old neighborhood. They were all girls, go figure. 
 The problem for me was that they were all 14 years old, just too young for 
 my taste. They were fun to hang out with though. Being out of school for 
 the summer and having my own wheels, I decided in my boredom to visit the 
 girls on my own. Mary was out with her parents that day, leaving me with 
 Nicole, Christine, and Janet and we played basketball outside for about two 
 hours. Chris said that she was thirsty and Nicole happened to live the 
 closest to the playground so we went to her house. While we were drinking, 
 one of the girls, I think it was Janet, said spontaneously and innocently, 
 “Hey, you should see Nicole write with her feet! She is pretty good at it.” 
 Nicole was a bit sheepish about it and said, “I don’t want to.” I couldn’t 
 leave it alone and pressed her into showing me. Eventually, she got a pen 
 and a pad and sat down on the couch. I saw her ankles disappeared into the 
 dirty off-white canvas sneakers that were two-toned with a darker area 
 primarily around the front of her sneaks where her sweat had soaked the 
 canvas. I knew her feet would be ripe and I had never seen her feet, the 
 suspense had a hold on me. She peeled her old, very used and wet sneakers 
 off by stepping on the backs of them, revealing her now bare feet and then 
 sat on her hands while she proceeded to put her feet on the edge of the 
 coffee table and asked, “What shall I write?” She struggled to uncap the 
 pen with her sweaty toes and finally succeeded, trapping the pen between the 
 toes of her right foot. I knelt down on the floor opposite her leaning on 
 the coffee table with my arms folded across the front of me so that I had a 
 very close view of her talent. The other two girls remarked how stinky her 
 feet were, they made faces and held their noses and rolled their eyes. 
 Nicole laughed. I was much closer than they were and said nothing to which 
 they now felt the need to challenge me. Chris said, “Eeeww, doesn’t that 
 stink bother you?” and Janet chimed in with, “How can you stand it? I smell 
 it way over here.” She was right, the whole room swelled with the malodor 
 of her feet. I said, “It doesn’t smell strong to me, I just want to see if 
 she can really write with her toes.” Chris then challenged again by saying, 
 “I think you like it.” I told her to knock it off. During this time, 
 Nicole’s knees were bent and she had her feet resting on the edge of the 
 table and with the pen still caught in the toes of her right foot, she was 
 slapping the pen against the sole by curling her toes. She said, “I know my 
 feet smell, its funny you don’t” to which she dropped the pen and 
 straightened out her legs across the narrow coffee table so that her feet 
 were about eight inches beneath and about six inches in front of my nose. 
 She started spreading her toes and waving her feet by flexing her ankle up 
 and down wafting her scent in direct defiance of my olfactory sense and 
 said, “You don’t smell that?” She was the prettiest girl of the bunch with 
 a knockout figure which didn’t help any. I looked down at those dainty 
 little white teen feet with patterns still impressed into the tops of her 
 feet from the sneakers and bright pink soles and tiny, black, grimy 
 particles stuck to her feet around her toes from deep inside her crusty, 
 old, hand-me-down sneakers. The sun shone a beam through the window 
 directly onto her peds which dazzled and glistened with her sweat. Indeed, 
 everyone could smell her feet and they all knew it but I was close enough to 
 smell the details. I could smell the fermented canvas of her sneakers, aged 
 over months of sweaty feet jumping rope, playing dodgeball or bicycling 
 around the block. I could smell the unmistakable rubber sole which was now 
 exposed because of the excessively worn cotton solepad.
Though my mind fought to protect my image and commanded my lips to protest, 
 my eyes betrayed me as beyond my best effort, I could not look away. I was 
 entranced. I knew what the girls were thinking and I did not want them to 
 know but I was losing my concentration for what they were saying and I could 
 feel my fear and inhibition give way to my lustful hunger for those steamy 
 wet toes. This was not good because I was being stupidly obvious and they 
 would never let me forget it, or anyone else. Do I remember Nicole’s Mom 
 being next door? My mouth dry, I swallowed hard and suggested in a feeble 
 voice, “Nicole, why don’t you write our names?” I knew that she only stared 
 back at me, smiling. I quickly followed with, “C’mon, start with Chris’ 
 name.” My eyes never left her toes. I was studying the spaces in between 
 her toes, thinking about how snuggly my tongue would press in between, 
 forming to the shape of the cavity and what delectable morsels I would be 
 scrubbing from the sides of her toes. I would then jam my nose into the 
 space under her toes, slowly inhaling the bouquet of her sweaty digits while 
 gently grinding her toe grit between my teeth.
What? I must have been daydreaming there for a minute. Damn, I looked at 
 Chris and she was still giggling but looking at me wide eyed in disbelief. 
 I looked at Janet and she was ready to cry from laughter and stealing 
 glances through her clenched eyes. I looked back at the only other person 
 in the room besides me, Nicole who, with a nasty grin fixed on her lips, 
 took the moment while I was looking up to lift her right foot to my face. 
 If I had seen this coming, I would have quickly dodged it as I had suffered 
 enough humiliation already. I felt heat rise into my nose as if my face was 
 over a radiator and then a hot, wet pressure enveloped the lower portion of 
 my face as she gently pressed the ball of her foot and toes against my mouth 
 and then slowly dragged downward. As she did that, the ball of her sticky 
 sole rolled my bottom lip open and my teeth parted slightly. I was staring 
 straight into her big brown eyes and saw her figure out the next step in 
 that moment. I believe that her intention was to slide her foot down to, 
 and off my chin but she spied my tongue peeking from behind my ajar teeth 
 and changed her mind. Her toes paused and gently curled over my lip and my 
 heart stopped as I choked back a swallow in the back of my throat. No, she’s 
 going to do it, here, RIGHT NOW! And in front of Chris and Janet! Where is 
 her Mom? She is only 14! But she is a very pretty 14. Probably closer to 
 15, yeah. And the smell. Her toes were steeped like teabags in sweat. I 
 could feel the steamy acrid stench casually wafting upward across my now 
 sensitive wet upper lip from her toe sweat a minute ago. No, I thought to 
 myself. Nicole, please don’t. Fear welled in me as I read her intentions 
 from the grin on face that told volumes. The smooth toenail from her big 
 toe brushed my upper lip as it passed under. No. I felt the front of her 
 toenail contact my incisors. As she adjusted downward, her nail clicked as 
 it left my teeth to go deeper. Please. Rape. I felt the girth of her toe 
 as she slowly invaded the inner sanctum of my mouth with the southern-most 
 tip of her body. My resistance spent, I allowed the volume of her seemingly 
 massive toe to gently press my teeth apart. I opened and gave her full 
 access. Her toe floated without further contact until I felt my left cheek 
 bottom against the cleft between her big toe and second toe. Then I closed 
 my eyes as the entire length of her massive toe landed soft upon my tongue, 
 oooooohh. In that moment, with time moving so slowly and all of my senses 
 fully aware and focused in anticipation of that pinnacle moment, I thought 
 to myself that I will never come closer to understanding a woman’s 
 anticipation of intercourse, my hot wet receptacle and her invading hot 
 probe. Do not misunderstand, I felt no sexual ambiguity but I now felt a 
 clear understanding.
As a reflex, my tongue wrapped around her toe, hugging in lust. The taste 
 that exploded on my tongue was greater than I imagined. I thought of 
 onions, thinking this will taint my breath for days, but oh, the bliss. The 
 flavor was wine to me as I sealed my lips tight around the base of her toe 
 and sucked. My tongue rubbed her toe, freeing a few grimy particles and I 
 swilled her sweaty wine over my tongue and reveled in the powerful flavor 
 that spilled from her most incredible lollypop. I dared not swallow to 
 waste her nectar. My tongue danced over the smooth skin and caressed over 
 the nail, brushing her cuticle and exploring under her clean, unpainted, 
 manicured nail.
It is now that reality deals me a crushing blow to my temple. I heard at 
 first, a faint sound of a speaking voice but I missed what it said, then I 
 replayed it in my head as my mind became lucid again. It was Chris who 
 said, “Oh my GOD, I don’t believe it! I’m next!” to which Janet argued, 
 “No, me next!”. Those words yanked my concentration out of my mouth and 
 opened my eyes. I bolted upright on my knees. There was a loud “PUCK” as 
 my lips left her toe and lifted her foot an inch or two, the seal was broken 
 and her heel gently hit the table when it fell.
I was mortified! What have I done? I stood up and looked down at Nicole 
 who from this vantage point seemed like a giggly 14 year old again. I could 
 think of nothing to say to her. No one was laughing anymore. Chris, who 
 was untying her sneakers feverishly said, “Do me next!” to which I volleyed 
 in return, “No! This didn’t happen!” I could hear the back door open, it 
 was Nicole’s Mom, rustling a bag in the kitchen. I beat tracks out of 
 there. All the way back to my van (a bed on wheels my Dad always called 
 it), Janet and Chris badgered me saying, “Aw, please? We promise not to 
 tell anyone!” I just said, “No, please forget this happened.” I know that 
 three young, teen girls wore that story as a badge of honor and glory and 
 proudly told it to everyone. I couldn’t go back there, ever. I told my 
 buddy that they were too young and that I didn’t feel comfortable going 
 back.