Chapter 29
Sorry it’s been so long since I’ve written in my journal. It’s been almost two years since my last post. I’m now a junior in high school. Larry and I are no longer together. A little over a year ago he started seeing another girl he really likes so we broke up. There were no hard feelings. We’re still friends. I just don’t get to have sex with him anymore. Bill moved away. I think his dad got transferred to another city or he took a new job or something so they moved. I still get together with Matt and John once in a while for blow jobs. Although, Matt doesn’t know that I’ve been letting John fuck me sometimes. Now that I’m not with Larry, I’m free to fuck whoever I want. Matt’s dick never did grow very much so I just don’t think it would be very satisfying with him and I don’t want him to feel bad so I figured it was best to act like I wouldn’t give my pussy up except to a boyfriend.
I don’t have a boyfriend and have no intention of taking one on. I date sometimes and I freely give blow jobs because, after all, I am still a cum slut. If I like the guy enough, I might fuck him, but I mainly save my pussy for Jim. Yes, I still have a thing for Jim. Actually, I have more than a thing. As much as I tried to fight it (which wasn’t really that much of a fight), I realized quite a while ago that I am hopelessly in love with Jim. Unfortunately, it is one-sided. Oh, I’m sure he loves me, but being in love is another level. He may never let himself get to that level with me because of my age. It’s not going to stop me from trying though. I have yet to meet anyone who even comes close to giving me the feelings of love than I have for Jim. And he’s still a great lover and I love sucking that big, fat cock of his.
I go over to their house to see them as often as possible. I need Jim making love to me at least once a week or I start to go through withdrawals. I don’t just want him; I need him. If only he’d needed me the same way. He’ll never find anyone who wants to care for him and please him more than me. I think he kind of realizes that, but that damn age thing keeps getting in the way.
And just so you know, my tits finally grew a bit. They aren’t anywhere as nice as Mel’s or my mom’s, but I’m up to about a small B. They are pretty much the size of Julie’s tits, which is fine by me. I don’t feel like such a young kid now. With my still very slim build, I think my tits look good on me. And my nipples are still a little on the puffy side so they show nicely through my tops. Now, when Jim sucks my tits into his mouth, there is a little left over for his hand to go around. I don’t think he cares that much as he’s always enjoyed my tits, but I like it better. Of course, the result of that is that I’m even more of an exhibitionist than ever because I actually like my body now.
Julie and Mel are still going strong and are in their second year of community college. They’re tired of waiting and have been talking about getting married this coming summer. There’s really no reason why not. They’ve known each other since the third grade and they’ve been living together now for about 2-1/2 years as an engaged couple. I don’t think there is a doubt in anyone’s mind that their relationship is permanent and unbreakable. I can’t be happier for them. Or more jealous that they get to sleep with Jim every night. It should be me in that bed every night, or all four of us. That would be fine with me. I love making love to Jim, but the four of us together making love is really special. I still dream of turning their thruple into a quadruple.
Theirs is going to be a very interesting wedding if they do what they say they are going to do. They haven’t divulged all their plans, but they say it won’t be a traditional wedding. I question just what a traditional wedding between two bi-sexual girls would be, but they intend to work towards outrageous. Mel asked me to be her maid of honor and Julie’s friend Karen is going to be her maid of honor. There will only be two other bridesmaids so it will be a small bridal party. I think the whole affair is going to be pretty intimate.
One hint they’ve told me is that we won’t be wearing traditional dresses for the wedding. That’s already a relief because for some reason bridesmaid dresses are usually hideous. I suspect that’s intentional to make sure the bride is the best looking one there. For their wedding, though, they say we are all going to be wearing lingerie instead of dresses. Specifically, the bridesmaids will wear essentially long, sexy nightgowns and Mel and Julie will be in sexy lingerie instead of wedding gowns. If nothing else, it will save a lot of money on dresses. The girls refuse to give any details on just what kind of lingerie they are planning on wearing. They said I’d find out at the ceremony as they got dressed.
They want to go shopping for the bridesmaid’s dresses fairly soon so they can decide on wedding colors and such. We’re going to go looking for gowns at Victoria Secrets. I wonder if they have ever outfitted a wedding party before. I think they specialize in the wedding night as opposed to the ceremony. This is going to be very interesting.
Chapter 30
We went to Victoria Secrets today to shop for bridesmaid’s gowns. I had fun trying on nightgowns and walking around the store in sexy gowns naked underneath. The girls said that the bridesmaids are to wear the nightgowns with nothing underneath except heels unless they wanted to wear thigh high stockings as well. Karen and I were there with Mel and Julie and we tried on a number of gowns. They were all pretty sexy and some quite revealing. Mel and Julie wanted revealing gowns. Their favorite was a long gown with mostly open lace over the tits and spaghetti straps. They were trying to decide between blue or lilac. I kind of like the lilac the best. Karen’s tits are a little bigger than mine, but not much, so we filled the gown out about the same. Apparently, they’re worried about one of the other bridesmaids who apparently has quite a rack on her. This gown has a deep V cut in the front which shows a lot of cleavage, if you have it. For Karen and me we just showed a lot of skin and a gentle swelling of our breasts. Someone with a set of D-cups would be falling out of it and looking really sexy. Mel had a bright idea, though. The lace top has a lining so you can’t see through the lace. She wants us to remove the lining. She wants the bridesmaids to display as much tit as possible. Yup, not a traditional wedding, all right. My exhibitionist side is excited about spending an entire evening with family and friends in a sexy see-thru nightgown.
Julie took pictures of Karen and me in the nightgowns so she could show Jim later. I had Julie take one of me pulling the spaghetti strap down on one side and displaying my entire tit in the middle of the store. I later saw that she took another shot of me as I was walking back to the dressing room. The gown is so clingy that you could clearly see my butt crack as I walked. Everyone will know we’re naked under the gowns. No visible panty lines for us. If the bridesmaids are going to be looking this sexy, what the fuck are Mel and Julie going to wear?
We went back to Julie’s house after shopping and showed the pictures to Jim. Of course, he loved them. I think he liked the tit picture the best. I told him that Karen and I don’t fill the top out that much so it’s kind of loose. Any time we bend over, we’re going to be showing a lot of tit to our guests. Although he knew the answer, Jim asked, “Is that going to be a problem for you?” I laughed, “Yeah, only because it won’t be loose enough! I don’t know if Karen feels the same way, though.” I told Jim that I had suggested that we wear shear baby doll nightgowns, but apparently the girls were afraid we’d be upstaging them a bit too much. My second idea was a totally nude wedding. The girls liked that idea but thought not all of our guests would approve of that. I did find it interesting that I saw Mel and Julie give each other a look when I suggested that. Huh.
We had dinner and then adjourned to the bedroom for some fun. It had been a couple of weeks since the four of us had been together so we were primed for fun. No matter what combination we find ourselves in there is always either a pussy or Jim’s cock available. The only problem is that Jim is usually good for two cums a night and only occasionally can reach a third. That means only two of us will get a pussy full of cum. But, of course, I have great sisters that know how much I want Jim’s cum and they get his cum all the time so they always make sure one of those orgasms shoots into my needy pussy. Of course, whoever gets his load becomes the subject of a severe tongue lashing to retrieve all his precious cum.
Usually, we all end up falling asleep together when the four of us have sex, but for some reason, Mel and Julie went off into their room, which they rarely use, to go to sleep and left me to sleep with Jim alone. They are constantly doing all they can to support me in my quest for Jim. I think I’ve figured out that if Jim and I don’t get together that at some point he’ll meet someone else and the thruple will be no more. But if Jim and I make a permanent relationship, the four of us would stay together. Therefore, it’s in their own better interests for me to snare Jim’s feelings. I don’t care what their motivations are; every minute alone with Jim helps my cause. He’s never given me any reason to think he doesn’t want me in his bed or in his life, for that matter.
Jim and I snuggled up and just talked quietly. I asked if he knew all the girls’ plans for their wedding and he said he didn’t know all of it. He did say Julie told him to be prepared for anything at the wedding, which sounds kind of ominous. We were massaging each other while we talked and I felt him start to get hard again. I thought he’d be worn out from the foursome, but he was getting ready to go again.
When Jim was good and hard, he rolled over on top of me and started kissing me and rubbing his erection against my pussy lips. I think I was still wet from earlier because I’m pretty much always wet when I’m naked with Jim. I spread my legs and Jim lifted them to his shoulders and entered me with that beautiful, thick cock. I love that position because he gets so deep. He doesn’t even need to move. Just put it in and leave it there. Hopefully forever. He looked in my eyes as he hit bottom and said, “Beth, I really do love you. A lot. I wish you were living here with us.” I couldn’t believe he said that. It was as close to him asking me to marry him as I might get. He loves me enough to want me there all the time. I burst into tears. And, of course, being a man, he didn’t understand they were happy tears and starting asking if he said something wrong. “No, Jim,” I said, “you said nearly the most right thing you could ever say to me. I love you so much. I wish I was older or you were younger so you wouldn’t be worried about our age difference. I want to be with you, to care for you, to love you, and to make you happy. Are you really asking me to move in here,” I asked?
“Yeah, I guess I am,” he answered. “You know, when the girls get married, they’re going to go on a two-week honeymoon. If you’re here, we would have two weeks together uninterrupted. I think I’d really like that. You need to understand, though, that my issue with our age difference isn’t just that I’m too old for you, but that I truly believe you’d ultimately be better off to find someone closer to your age to spend your life with. After all, when you hit the prime of your life at 40, I’ll be like 65 and an old man.”
“65 isn’t old anymore,” I told Jim. “Haven’t you heard that 65 is the new 45?” We laughed. “Seriously, Jim, a very wise person I know named Julie once told me we can’t help who we fall in love with and we shouldn’t give a shit what anyone else thinks about it. I think that sentiment is working well for them and is some good advice that I’ve been carrying with me for a couple of years now. Jim age is just a number. You’re still young and vibrant now and I’m sure you will be for many years to come. I’m sorry, Jim, I’m not trying to pressure you into anything. I’m just trying to tell you how I feel. And for what it’s worth, Mel and Julie are all for you and me being together as well. Imaging what a wonderful life the four of us could have together. Your only down side for you is that we all want to bear your children and a lot of them. Jim, I’d love to move in, but I want you to think it over carefully. If I move in, I don’t want it to be for two weeks or two months. It’s hard enough on me only seeing you as often as I do now. If you changed your mind and I had to leave, I’m not sure if I could get over it. Let’s not do anything just yet. You think it over more. Maybe even talk it over with Mel and Julie. I’m not asking for you to propose to me for me to move in. I just need you to at least feel in your mind that it’s a permanent living situation and that we’ll be living as lovers. If that’s not what you want or can handle, I shouldn’t move in. Just be honest with me. I will love you completely no matter what you decide.”
With that, Jim started moving very slowly in and out of my pussy. He was definitely making love to me, not fucking me. We had a long, tender session. I was so worked up with his confession of love to me that I had the biggest orgasm of my life. I couldn’t stop shaking and I was hanging onto Jim in a bear hug to keep him in my pussy. All I could think at the time was, “Please stay in me forever.” That was the last thing I remembered. I dropped off to sleep and didn’t wake up until mid-morning the next day.
Chapter 31
I had told the girls all about my talk with Jim and they were excited for me. I told them not to count their chickens because I wasn’t moving in without more of a commitment from Jim. And now here it was a few months later and we had not revisited that discussion. I was disappointed and assumed Jim decided it wasn’t a good idea because he couldn’t make a commitment to me.
All of a sudden, Mel and Julie’s wedding day was here. There were only going to be about 50 people there so it’s not a big wedding. Only close friends and relatives were invited. The ceremony and a reception were to be held in a hotel downtown. I was in Mel’s room with her other bridesmaid, Cindy. We were wearing our lilac nightgowns. Cindy was not the real busty one, but she had at least a nice set of C-cups which filled out the gown perfectly. She looked very sexy. Well, we all did because we did take the lining out of the top and you could pretty clearly see our nipples through the lace bodice.
Cindy and I were there to help Mel get ready while Karen and the busty bridesmaid, Sue, were helping Julie get ready in another room. It wasn’t until then that I got to see what Mel was going to wear to get married in. It was a white lace bustier with almost half cups so that her magnificent tits were barely held in. In fact, the tops of her areolas were showing. Along with the bustier was a tiny white thong, white thigh high stockings and white high heels. She was sex on legs. I couldn’t believe she was going to walk down the aisle nearly naked. I was so jealous. It’s definitely something I would do. And with the contrast between the while lingerie and Mel’s beautiful golden skin tone, she was more gorgeous than ever. Apparently, Julie is wearing a very similar outfit, just with a different bustier. They had headpieces that held their veil and a train down the back of shear material that hung just past their butts. At least as they walked down the aisle and stood at the altar, everyone wouldn’t be staring at their completely bare butts. But there wouldn’t be much hiding them. I wondered if any of the guests would get upset with their near nudity. Fuck ‘em. If they don’t like it, they can leave. It’s Mel and Julie’s day. They can do whatever makes them happy.
The four of us bridesmaids gathered together to walk down the aisle first. Karen and I went first and then Sue and Cindy. If people didn’t leave after seeing Sue walk down the aisle in a see-thru negligee with her D-cups tits swinging back and forth, Mel and Julie should be okay. Karen and I waited at the end of the aisle and watched as Mel was led down the aisle by my dad. He looked good in his tux, but no one was looking at him. Mel was simply stunning. I’m sure every guy and most of the women there wanted to just throw her to the floor and fuck her brains out. What a sexy outfit. Her tits looked like they were ready to pop out with each step she took. And then behind her came Julie and Jim. Wow, Jim looked smoking hot in his tux, but all eyes were on Julie. Because she has smaller tits, she picked a bustier that had a deeper front cut to show almost her whole chest. She looked absolutely beautiful. I think only her hard nipples were catching on the edge of the bustier to prevent her tits from popping out. It was either that or double stick tape.
In front of the altar, both dads lifted the veils of their daughters and gave them a kiss and then went and sat down next to my mom. My mom, by the way was stunning as well. She had a very sexy blue dress showing off her gorgeous tits with a slit on the side of her skirt that went very nearly to her waist so that her beautiful leg would show all the way to her hip as she walked. Until Mel and Julie came into the room, I think the buzz was on how hot my mom looked.
Some of the guests were clearly surprised at how Mel and Julie were dressed. The men all loved it, of course. Some of the women were poking at their men to get them to stop salivating.
Mel and Julie held hands as they went up the steps of the altar and stood in front of the minister. I could only imagine the view everyone had of their two lovely backsides during the ceremony. The minister did his thing and then the girls exchanged very loving and touching vows they’d each written up. When they were told they could kiss by the minister, they turned to each other, looked into each other’s eyes and then started what was probably the longest “first” kiss in recorded history. It was like they forgot we were all there. It wasn’t a kiss. They were making out in front of everyone. When they finally realized what they were doing, they turned sheepishly to the guests who all broke out into applause. The bridal party all swept out of the hall and into an adjoining room to give the guests a chance to make their way into the reception hall. Once they were out of the ceremony hall, we all went back in there for some pictures.
Before walking into the reception hall, the girls took off their headpieces. Now their nice tight butts were on full display with just a string between their cheeks. They walked in to the reception hall as if they were wearing full wedding gowns and started greeting the guests. I found Jim with my parents and gave him a big kiss. I told him how handsome he looked in his tux. He told me he liked my gown. I made a point of bending over to show him and my dad how much of my tits show when I do. They both enjoyed the view.
We enjoyed a nice dinner while a small combo started playing some music and a few people got out and danced. After desert was served, Julie and Mel went up to the little stage where the combo was playing and took the microphone. Julie started talking, “Mel and I want to thank all of you for coming tonight. It means a lot to us to have you here. We’re glad that we haven’t shocked you too much so far tonight, but we decided it’s our night so we want to do whatever we want. Now, in a more conventional wedding, the groom takes off the bride’s garter and tosses it to the single guys. We’re going to try something a little different tonight. Can we get two chairs brought out to the dance floor please?” Someone grabbed two chairs from one of the tables and put them next to each other on the dance floor. Julie continued, “Can we please have our two dads join us on the dance floor to help us?”
They got down from the stage and walked to the chairs on the dance floor as our dads met them there. The girls each sat down and Julie told the guys, “Okay guys, we want you to take off our thongs so we can toss them to the crowd.” Jim looked at Bill. They shrugged and got down on a knee in front of their daughters and grabbed the waistband of their thongs and pulled them down their legs and off over their shoes leaving both girls naked from the waist down. I heard some audible gasps from the guests as they realized what had just happened. The girls got off their chairs and showed the guests their bald pussies and held up the thongs. Mel said, “Okay, guys get together and we’ll toss both of these. You don’t have to be single for this so any guys can participate.”
The girls turned their backs to the group of guys that had formed on the dance floor who were now looking at their bare butts without even a string between their cheeks. The girls glanced back to see when the guys were ready and then tossed the thongs backwards. There was a scramble for the thongs. The two guys who got them immediately put them up to their noses to smell them. It was quite funny. But what happened next, really stunned everyone.
The girls went back up on the stage and took the microphone again. This time they were standing there with their bare pussies out in the open. Once again, Julie took the mic, “I hope you guys enjoy those,” she said and everyone laughed. “I hope you all aren’t too shocked over this. You see we rarely wear clothes. We feel far more comfortable without them. In fact, Mel could you give me a hand here?” She turned her back to Mel who quickly unfastened the bustier and Julie let the whole thing fall off of her onto the stage. She was standing in front of all the guests completely naked except for stockings and heels. God, she looked beautiful. Mel said, “Do me, too, Julie.” She turned her back to Julie who undid Mel’s bustier and it hit the stage. There was my sister with her incredible tits also standing there completely naked. Julie said, “Okay, we intend to stay this way for the rest of the reception. If it upsets any of you, we will understand if you leave. But, for the rest of tonight, you are all invited to touch either one of us wherever you want. And that goes for the women as well as the men. As you can see, we enjoy the female touch as well as the male touch. You don’t have to ask to touch us, but you might want to ask your significant other first. We don’t want to cause any problems for anyone. Also, anyone who would like to join us naked, please do so. You’ll find it’s fun and exciting. Now let’s dance. We’d like to start this off by dancing with our handsome dads. Then open it up to the rest of the bridal party and then everyone else. Have fun everyone!”
Mel and Dad started dancing alongside Julie and Jim. Both dads were running their hands up and down their daughter’s body’s in front of all the guests. Julie and Jim started kissing and Jim started rubbing Julie’s tits. I could see his other hand rubbing her pussy. I looked over at Mel and Dad and found my dad’s fingers buried in Mel’s pussy while his mouth was licking and sucking one of her big tits. They finally stopped and looked around for others to dance with. Mel went to dance with Jim. Dad grabbed Mom and started dancing. Then, Julie was in front of me and took me in her arms. “Having fun,” she said with a smile. I replied, “I can’t believe you guys got naked.” Julie said, “You look overdressed. Get naked with us.” With that she took hold of the spaghetti straps of my gown and picked them up off my shoulders and held them there. If she lowered them over my shoulders, the gown would drop to the floor. She looked at me and I nodded. She dropped the straps and the gown hit the floor. I stepped out of it. I bent over, probably showing my butt and pussy to someone, and picked up the gown and tossed it off the dance floor. I went back into Julie’s arms and we danced together naked. I looked over to see my dad unzipping my mom’s dress. My stunning mom was about to be totally naked in front of the family.
Julie’s hands were on my ass and my hands were playing with her perpetually hard nipples. I bent down and took one of her nipples into my mouth and started sucking. Unfortunately, it was soon time to switch partners again and I found Jim. He had a big smile on his face when he saw me naked. He took me into his arms and pressed me hard against him. I felt his hard cock in his pants. Mel did a good job getting him hard. “Touch me,” I said. He cupped my pussy with one hand while the other cupped a tit. I wanted to jump up onto his hard cock, but it was still in his pants. “I need you inside me,” I pleaded. I felt two fingers slide into my vagina and Jim started finger fucking me with 50 people watching. He whispered in my ear, “You look stunning tonight. I love seeing you naked. I want to see you naked every day. Please move in with us. Please. I want you.”
I stopped dancing and looked at him to see if he was serious. He smiled and then nodded. I screamed in joy and then hugged him so tight. I don’t know if he’ll ever marry me, but at least for now he wants me with him every day. That’s really all I need. I don’t care about a piece of paper. I want him. I want to have his babies. I want to be with Julie and Mel. I want to part of the quadruple. I love all three of them, but now I’ll have Jim inside me all the time. I’m not just a cum slut. I’m Jim’s cum slut.